i’ve been busy as a bee these past few weeks, for starters i’ve started this intensive master class at amy lyndons acting studio.  she’s been paving my way into creating new strategies in approaching my acting career. and it’s soooooo goooooood. i got new bboy shots, a couple new headshots, and i’m planning to take more character shots very soon.  one thing thats happened that’s gotten to me is my damn ankle.  it’s messed up. i didn’t sprain it, but something happened when i did multiple back tucks and maybe incorrectly landed a butterfly twist.  i’m too cheap to get it checked up from the doctor. i’m thinking they’re going to send me everywhere in the hospital: x-ray, orthopedic, consultation, physical therapist, etc. i don’t know. i don’t have any health insurance so that’s a biggy. but i know i need to get checked up soon because it’s been two months already. and i haven’t been tumbling in a while. i miss flying in the air. shits and giggles. ooooh interesting. shit, and giggle? at the same time? hmm. maybe i shall try.

you know what’s so crazy after having obsessively studied the craft of acting for a couple years? I focus all my attention to the different moments whenever I come into contact with people, as if I”m doing a scene. I don’t know if I’m so terribly conscious of my ‘being,’ but I honestly imagine myself doing a scene whenever I’m casually interacting with someone. at home, at the supermarket, or anywhere.

in my head i’m like, what’s this relationship to me, what do i want, what are my tactics in getting it, what’s my environment, so on and so on, the typical questions you ask yourself whenever you break down a scene.  but what’s so intriguing is when you do the people watching. i always heard acting teachers suggest to do people watching.  I never really understood it until I started learning the craft of acting. And i find it amazing because it’s clear to me now, or at least to some degree.  It is really all about the body language, and what it has to say at the given point in time.

What I also pay attention to  are peoples posture. Posture tells everything. Being a dancer, posture was everything to me because you HAVE to present your body as a canvas, and every motion  you make from choreography has to visually communicate clearly.

Honestly, I really don’t know what I’m saying right now, but typing this helps me clarify things I’ve been processing over the years. I’ve never blogged before and I never found it interesting. I always thought people didn’t have time to read stuff like this. But right now, I’m feelin’ like a what-the-heck attitude.  it is actually kind of nice to let things out. i guess that’s why people blogg. buhh, i don’t know.

anyways, if you’re reading this then thank you. thank you because i enjoy spilling out random shit. so check it, yo, here we go. i’m gonna bust a flow, and u don’t know, cuz my enjoyments gonna blow,  your nose, on the flo.

peace foo’s